This type of argument is just too fucking stupid.

So I failed my driving test.
At first I was sad, but I got over it pretty quick knowing that I can always come back to the DMV the next time I feel ready.

However, I had help for a driving class that GUARANTEED I can pass the driving test with the 6 hour course. Since I didn’t pass, my mom bitched and complained to the driving instructor how I didn’t pass and that my mom demands for me to take more driving courses free or else my mom will put a bad reference for the driving company.

My driving instructor and my mom were just going back and forth, my instructor’s argument was that it was my mom’s job to teach me how to drive outside of the drivers class. My mom was furious and just argued louder and louder that she demands for me to take free classes.

Right now, I just feel so stupid. I just think that any normal person with common sense and knowledge (which is something I lack) was guaranteed to pass. For my mom and my driving instructor to argue back like that just made me feel like shit. It’s not my mom’s fault, it’s not my driving instructor’s fault, it’s just my fault. It’s my fault for being stupid, or maybe naturally stupid. This lady was nice and I learned a lot of things from her compared to my mom.

This shit sucks. They’re arguing for the dumb reasons. I’m the fucking reason I didn’t pass. As soon as I got in the car, I threw out all the rules and knowledge of driving out of the window and displayed it to the driving instructor on the day of the test. What kinda fuck up person does that the day of the test? Seriously.

I know I’ll get better. However, I feel helpless now that I cannot depend on my driving instructor. Again, I still feel like it’s my fault for not passing the test. They test me, I failed, and now I’m suffering the consequences.

Posted 4 months ago with 7 notes
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3. findabalancee said: remember! shit happens… you’re right you can always go back! You will pass it! I know you will! So stop feeling so bad! :)
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